I’m growing older at a fast pace
And they don’t make a road map to navigate this rat race
My bad days duplicating and I need a reprieve
I’m in my twenties and yet I’m mentally fourteen
Or so it seems cause sometimes I feel mad dumb
I only set a new goal when I lost track of the last one
And physically I’m bad, son, in the past year alone
I developed both allergies and asthma
Gasping, plus I’m scared to do my taxes
Fucked ‘em up last year and can’t fathom what happened
Looking back when I graduated high school
I shoulda went to college, but I thought I’d make it rapping
I wish I had mad fans to chant hooks
Someday I’ll slam, until then I’ma stand shook
My fam probly thinks I brandish a handbook
For the scant look of a grown man who can’t cook
While my siblings are all successful and have houses
I’m busy getting Cheeto dust on my mom’s couches
I’m still in town and I feel the pressure mounting
I think I’m ‘bout to burst if I don’t get up n bounce
Yeah, I’ll say I’m bound to leave, but it fears me to say-
I don’t really see it happening, so here I’ma stay
I keep pretending I’ll make it, but it really won’t change
But I’ll spend an entire day playing video games

Placing blame on myself till it’s unbearable
But acting like an adult is dumb terrible
The fact is, reality is unfair to most
Yo, I dunno, maybe I’m scared to grow
I shame myself till it’s unbearable
But acting like an adult is dumb terrible
The fact is, reality is unfair to most
Yo, I dunno, maybe I’m scared to grow
So there ya’ go