Never gonna last
Over so fast
Looking back on our past
Like why did we match, yeah
All of the changes over time
Thoughts all in my mind
Like why is she lying?
Is there any point in trying?
Started out so well
I would have gone through hell
To make sure that she felt
Like a queen, cause she was my dream
But now i dont know what she means to me
Money on my mind ive been chasing the paper
Recently had no time to date her
Thats the fucked up part shoulda been more
Careful with what i did
Chasing dreams instead her
Hoping it would work
Never taking time off
I was stuck grinding
Little did i know i was being blinded
From the mind state i was confined in
Trapped in a cell, thats where my minds been
All of this is happening at a shit timing

Why do i always gotta fuck it all up
Every chance i get i ruin it again
Bitch i reall need to back up
Till i pick up the mic and start going in
Then you tell me we gonna break up
So thats when i start going out with my friends again
All of this to create a build up
Then i realised it was me who killed us, yeah

I can't seem to stay sober
All of the thoughts that remind me its all over
The time spent is all over
The memories there all over
The feeling with you is all over
Need to drink another bottle so i ain't sober
The time spent is all over
The memories there all over
The feeling with you is all over
Need to drink another bottle so i ain't sober

Maybe i moved on too fast
Now i stay reminiscing on the thoughts in my past
The fact it didn't last
Really fucking kills me inside
I wish that i died right now
So i didn't have to feel the pain that resides
Within my mind
Am i wasting my time?
Cause in the end we will all be fine
Until then this is what feels right
So aim the trigger at my brain
And enter through my veins
To see what sort of pain i display
And try and portray my image
For the world to percieve
Cause right now i feel like im being decieved
You can say what you want but this is how i feel about me
And if you wanna say it to my face them please feel free
Cause right now ive got nothing left in my favors
All i need right now is a lifesaver
All i need right now is a lifesaver

Why do i always gotta fuck it all up
Every chance i get i ruin it again
Bitch i need to back up
Till i pick up the mic and start going in
Then you tell me we gonna break up
So i start going out with my friends
All of this to create a build up
Then i realised it was me who killed us, yeah

I can't seem to stay sober
All of the thoughts that remind its all over
The time spent is all over
The memories there all over
The feeling with you is all over
Need to drink another bottle so i ain't sober
The time spent is all over
The memories there all over
The feeling with you is all over
Need to drink another bottle so i ain't sober