Life's full of ups an' downs homie
Gotta take the good with the bad
Sometimes you wanna take that easy way out
But nah... Can't do that
It might be worse on the other side
Gotta keep strugglin', keep strivin'
Make the best of it while you're here
Even if it is hell on earth...

What am I worth?
Am I more hated or loved?
How am I looked upon by the powers above?
What's in store for me other than war in the streets?
A shot in heaven's lookin' grim
Without remorse in me
No one was forcin' me to live the life I've lived
But the Yoc influence infected my head
I made my own bed, dug my own grave when I die
Cause I refuse to be a slave while alive
I never followed orders, never took commands
Well catch me if you can, I'll be damned if I stand still
Officer killed people that I might've done
Healed people too, but not just anyone
Religiously livin' under the gun
My soul is at the mercy of the father an' son
I search my conscious, for remorse till my heart doesn't sting
I've hurt my homies, an' my family
An' death I will bring
God I warned 'em