(Intro: LiL DEV & Tsu Surf)

Dear self, how you feelin? All theses n***as changin i can feel it
Cleanin every bullet while i fill it, i dont do it for the fame its the feelin'
This rain strom got me in my feelins'
Its rain in the air, we dont talk cause there is strangers in there
Gun smoke, cocain in the air, its dangerous in there
Know this, cause its strange and its wierd, I'm just hopin this pain disappear

[Verse 1: LiL DEV & Tsu Surf]
Shit, I feel like the reaper been callin' us
Shit, I feel like these 30's ain't long enough
We hang that crate up on that pole, we ain't ball enough
I pick the rock over the rock, I wasn't tall enough
I seen fiends on the corner laid balled up
I seen a n***a serve a dog to the wrong truck
I seen n***as turn bitch, the ones they called thugs
And they turned his whole act to a coffee mug
Them earlier mornins', back blocks to finish the fronts
His momma screamin' why the coroner pickin' him up
I'm feelin' numb, I'm feelin' numb, I need to twist a blunt
Trap season, same clothes I ain't seen my bitch in months
I was 16 when I grabbed my first pump
Felt like Vince Carter when he slammed his first dunk
Pork n' beans and hotdogs was the worst lunch
My cousin caught a body, lost trial was the worst luck
(Bridge: LIL DEV & Tsu Surf)
Trap spot, Bando, more pain, I'm man though
More clips, Ammo, more clips, Damn bro!
Pain pills, cold nights, fed the Tec hollows
Livin' life fast, I'm just paryin' I dont die slow
Just got a tooler in the cell, cuz livin vicious
BM workin' overtime, she been missin' visits
Other cuz, six feet i can't send him pictures
Is it my conscious, or intuition, I'm hearin' whispers

(Hook: LiL DEV & Tsu Surf)
Dear self, how you feelin? All theses n***as changin i can feel it
Cleanin every bullet while i fill it, i dont do it for the fame its the feelin'
This rain strom got me in my feelins'
Its rain in the air, we dont talk cause there is strangers in there
Gun smoke, cocain in the air, its dangerous in there
Know this, cause its strange and its wierd, I'm just hopin this pain disappear

SINGING: Cassio

[Verse 2: LiL DEV]
Never discuss cheese with rats, talk bread with birds
Make moves as snakes, repeat less if you learn
Fake n***as die fast, real n***as got burnt
I'm in the streets, so if you sidewalk you get curbed
No matter the situation, never qusestion your worth (Aye)
Cherish your brothers, cause its rescue and reserve
Send a message to heavns for my n***as that are there
Top five, life still ain't fair
(Hook: LiL DEV & Tsu Surf)
Dear self, how you feelin? All theses n***as changin i can feel it
Cleanin every bullet while i fill it, i dont do it for the fame its the feelin'
This rain strom got me in my feelins'
Its rain in the air, we dont talk cause there is strangers in there
Gun smoke, cocain in the air, its dangerous in there
Know this, cause its strange and its wierd, I'm just hopin this pain disappear

SINGING: Cassio