[Verse 1]
I put my love before my health
Roll my dice and make my wealth
Made my way and bore my crosses
Scratched my past and cut my losses

Spent myself and bought some houses
Felt some hate and gained some aces
Owned my fate and broke my sober
Nothing comes from crying shoulders

[Chorus]
I've been to war with thoughts and I've been so lost
I don't really care at all
I've felt the pain of loss and it's cut so deep
I don't really care at all
I've been so ruined
That I don't really care at all
I've been so ruinеd
That I don't really care at all

[Verse 2]
Lost my faith and lost my friends
Found my spirit, madе amends
Paint my eyes with honesty
Lose my fist to empathy
I spent my nights in empty rooms
Filled them up with pain and gloom
Owned my fate and broke my sober
Nothing comes from crying shoulders

[Chorus]
I've been to war with thoughts and I've been so lost
I don't really care at all
I've felt the pain of loss and it's cut so deep
I don't really care at all
I've been so ruined
That I don't really care at all
I've been so ruined
That I don't really care at all

[Bridge]
In the photographs of you
Your eyes were crystal blue
What happened?

The photographs of you
Your eyes are crystal blue
Whaa-ohh

[Chorus]
I've been to war with thoughts and I've been so lost
I don't really care at all
I've felt the pain of loss and it's cut so deep
I don't really care at all
I've been so ruined
That I don't really care at all
I've been so ruined
That I don't really care at all