Nicole Cross
Mixed feelings
Lyrics :
Hook (Nicole Cross)

Circle and cycles and season
For everything there's always reason
But it's never good
Never turns out as it should
No one never held you
No single moment of truth
But if you were mine
I would've looked into those eyes
And said

1st verse (Vishaldvn)
Yo!!
This heart is broken by a beautiful girl who's not even mine
I never thought i'll love you this much
I'm still in love with you
Why is your ego and pride
More important than your love for me
I care about you more than you know
I used to get jealous when you give someone the kind of attention I need from you
When I miss you I use to see all your pictures than I miss you more
I don't know how you got inside my heart
But I still love you
I broke my heart trying to love you
You're just everytime on my mind
Thinking bout you every day and night
Just to make it right path
You hurt me everytime and made me cry
But I still love you
I broke my heart trying to love you
And I'd be fine yo I be fine if I never had the Conscious to fight
All These thoughts holding me tight, fucking  me holding me tight
At night I can't sleep night all this darkness really left me heartbroken night

But yeah it's a part of life
I ain't no drug taker
I ain't no smoker alcohol taker to get over all these madness sadness
Mentally been fuckin abused
So I pick up the paper
And I write down
I write down what is Need to be expressed
And I thank all the Rap artist
For holding me everytime I was broken down

Making it drop like it was heavy
Bumping pack up in this cheavy
I been watching while they dropping from the top like its confetti
Still I be plotting while they chopping
Now be popping shit that deadly
Bout to launch fucking missile coming with the rocket like im ready

Hook (Nicole Cross)
Circle and cycles and season
For everything there's always reason
But it's never good
Never turns out as it should
No one never held you
No single moment of truth
But if you were mine
I would've looked into those eyes
And said
Imma everything you love
Imma everything you hate
I'm the reason for ya trust
I'm the reason for ya escape

2nd verse (vishaldvn)
I been hated I been broken
I been cold this heart is frozen
I been down and i been hurting
I been lost and i been searching
All this bloody venomous serpents
Am I slowly killing this art
Yeah i am dying away with this passion
Still got lil bit of soul
But i am done searching imma dead man walking
I ain't looking for salvation I just wanna go cobain
Never find nirvana
Walking down this lane
I been dragging down my name
And I been walking down this lane
Damn!!