We slept in the same room but in different houses
Hating ourselves since the early 2000's
Watched the republic collapse
From a TV on wheels in third-hour class

Prayed to be like everyone else
They found drugs or Jesus
And I just had myself, myself
Does anyone really feel anything anymore?

Decorated crosses off the exit ramps
Hallmark holidays won't let you forget
Remembering warmer weather
And all the funerals we went to together

Prayed to be like everyone else
They found drugs or Jesus
And I just had myself, myself
Does anyone really feel anything anymore anyway?
Does anyone really feel?

(anyway, anyway)
What was it about me back then?
If you want I can try to be it again
What was it about me back then?
If you want I can try to be it again