‏‏i can be just like him

We both were two lonely old souls
We both were so cold as we had no one to hold
I offered to be the one for you
But you said “that's cute but i have a secret boyfriend and we will be together forever until the end”

I can just be like him
I don’t need to be strong
Just to get the win
Am i just too thin?
Or maybe i'm just too ugly for you?
I wish i could be
So perfect just like him
I keep telling myself all night
I can be just like him

I thought to myself
“what if i change myself?”
“what if i like the things your boyfriend likes, just so i can have something like him”
I will change myself until i become him
Maybe after that you will see me
And love me
and leave him just for me
Do i look perfect now?
I guess not as I am no where near pretty enough to be loved by anyone in the world

I can just be like him
I don't need to be strong
Just to get the win
Am i just too thin?
Or maybe i’m just too ugly for you?
I wish i could be
So perfect just like him
Why does it matter how tall he is?
Why does this have to be about my body?
Please just love me