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Mom, I know I let you down
And though I say the days are happy
Why is the power off and I'm fucked up and
Mom, I know he's not with you
But don't you place the blame on me
As you yell at me another time, yeah

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VERSE 01:
I used to care at first, thinking about what you said, hurt the worst
In every argument , my mom she got it the worst, the thought of it
As stubborn as we are, I've taken it to far, yelling, screaming, hating on her
Lots of arguments, but regardless I don't hate you
Cause ma, you're still beautiful to me, cause you're my ma
Through far be it for you to be too calm, the house was like the New World War
A Desert Storm and the both of us put together could form an atomic bomb
Equivalent to the Chemical Warfare and forever we could drag this on and on
But, we used to disagree, those gifts for me under the Christmas tree
That doesn't mean shit to me, you kicked me out? It's late and
It's just a normal day, “ Little prick, just leave, “ you made me sad
Every time that we are arguing, we are always at each other throats
'specially when my dad, he left you and now you ain't even close
And that is what makes us close, further away me and my dad are becoming
Headlights shine, and a car full of my belonging
Had ways to go to Dad's house, he lived very close
And I was the youngest man of the house, never thought, that we would ever get this far
What took it this far was when Joc was sitting there crying
And that's when I realized you were sick and I don't think it will ever be fixable
And to this day I remain estranged and I fucking hate it though, but...
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VERSE 02:
Cause to this day we remain estranged and I hate it though
Cause now you ain't even gonna see your lil boy even grow
But I hope you know I'm sorry for all those comments at the time I was angry
Rightfully, maybe so, never meant that far to take it though
Cause, this is not any of your fault and I'm not bullshitting, yo
I promise to never say any crazy things to you, so
And I think of Joc having no confidence
And all the shit you used to say to me and how I just wanted you to taste your own
But now that time's taking over
And your growing old and we don't have a great relationship and messed up and now we have to grow
This shit is painful though but ma, I forgive you, so does Joc
All you did, all you said, you did your best to raise us all
The clothes we wear, that cross you wear, few may be as heavy as yours
But I love you, Dana Roman, oh, what a tangled web we have
Cause, one thing I never asked for was where the hell was my asshole dad was
Fuck that, I guess that's something I never thought to thank you for
But I'd flip every mattress, or every rock and desert cactus
Own a million of maps and would follow my sisters to the edge of the world
If I could go back and they weren't born, It wouldn't the same you know
If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, i'd kidnap 'em
And although we don't live as close as we used to, when I was young
Maybe one day we will live together as one and another
I still cherish the times that we used to have with each other
And as I left I have this overwhelming sadness
Come over me as the car pulled of to our separate paths
And I saw your face as I looked out the window and
I'm mad I didn't get the chance thank you for being my mom and my best-friend
So mom, please accept this as a tribute I wrote in my room as I was thinking of you
I had to get this off my chest, I hope you get the chance to read it 'fore
I'm dead
The bible says to always respect your parents, but I guess I never thought of that, yo
So if I'm dreaming, I hope you get this message
That I'll always love you from a son cause you're my momma
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