Special

[Verse 1]
Caught running away again
Thought by now I'd figured out
The hell of my undoing
It's desperation to feel alive

[Chorus]
I don't wanna be special
Just tell them a lie
I don't wanna be different
Just to stay alive
You just wanna hear my screams
Just to feel alive
Bring me back to my body

[Verse 2]
Is it in vain to think I'm worthy
Of standing for something?
More than a body
I am nothing, I am everything
Failure finding balance in philosophy
I am nothing, I am everything

[Chorus]
I don't wanna be special
Just tell them a lie
I don't wanna be different
Just to stay alive
You just wanna hear my screams
Just to feel alive
Bring me back to my body
[Bridge]
Didn't really wanna be myself
Now I never wanna see myself
Didn't really wanna be myself
Now I never wanna see myself
I wanted to scream all the things that you do when you're talking to me and manipulating
And I know I'm no angel
I think that's okay
I need you to feel something
Sick and tired of waiting

[Chorus]
I don't wanna be special
Just tell them a lie
I don't wanna be different
Just to stay alive
You just wanna hear my screams
Just to feel alive
Bring me back to my body