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Why does love hurt?
Why does a love make a point to make me suffer?
I tried to survive but the tide just take me under
What does love always make my brain shut down to the point it doesn't wanna work?
I don't love you, I love the concept of you
I don't want you, I want the idea of you
I don't need you, I just wanna need something
Because the idea of needing something makes me feel human

[Verse 1]
Sometimes when I'm awake as you sleep I look at you and think how you make me ache
In my brain, in my heart
I don't know what I can take
But I'm aiming at your heart and anything else I can break
Break down every day
As I sit and rot away
Thinking Imma make 'em pay
When I get my big break
I don't know what's at stake
But my liver reaching out for a final lifeline as it ride around in pain
I don't know what I can do and I don't know what I can say
To make the everlasting curse of John Dunkin go away
Feeling dead in the red
I wrote my eulogy today
As I sit and feel like shit
Putting flowers on my grave
Look now, don't look, but the girl who just walked in with her friend
Was the one from my dream the other day
I wanna give her some eye contact and a hey, I want to conversate with her but I don't know what to say
I wanna touch her, wanna taste her, wanna make her say my name
I want a whore for so much more than just to spray my DNA
What the lick read today
What's the word, what's the play
Got my nerves all shut to Hades as I play this mental game
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