Are you trying to be lonely?

You're the first thought in my mind
But you still don't treat me right
You're putting hot knives in my heart
Your cold stabs are tearing me apart

But I'm trying to love you
There's no one above you
But you make it so hard
All I want to do is kick in my heart

Are you trying to be lonely?
Well, it's working for you
Are you trying to be lonely?
What are you trying to prove?

Each night I say my prayers
Hoping that you'll change
Every time I see you out
I catch you there with another man

We could go through this heartache
We can go through this pain
But what good will the torture do you?
And what exactly are you trying to gain?
Are you trying to be lonely?
Oh girl, are you trying to be lonely?

And I'm trying to love you
There's no one above you
But you make it so hard
All I want to do is kick in my heart girl

Are you trying to be lonely?
Well, it's working for you
Are you trying to be lonely?
That's what you wanna, that's what you wanna do

Are you trying to be lonely?
I'm tired of being lonely too
Are you trying to be lonely?
What are you trying to prove?

Oh girl, are you trying to be lonely?
Well, it's working for you
Are you trying to be lonely?
What are you trying to prove?

Are you trying to be lonely?
What are you
Are you trying to be lonely?