can i glitter now?

Seek solace in body mods that break my wallet
Thought I was a geode
Maybe I am just a rock
I throw against the pavement
Throw against the pavement
Can I glitter now?
Can I glitter now?

I don't even know if this is what I really want, I'm
Back and forth and I've been down and on and on and off
And shifting shapes again
Shifting shapes again
What do I look like?

Can I stay the same?