Holding My Breath
[Intro]
(I've been holding my breath, I've been waiting for the end)
(I've been crying on the inside, wishing I was dead)
(I've been running from the darkness, running from the dread)
(I've been sick of living life, I'll take a bullet to the-)
[Chorus]
I've been holding my breath, I've been waiting for the end
I've been crying on the inside, wishing I was dead
I've been running from the darkness, running from the dread
I've been sick of living life, I'll take a bullet to the head
I keep a strapped-up waist, I regret what I said
Now my hеart black, flatline, I'm jump off the edgе
I've been losing my damn mind, fucking up again
So I'll been going six feet, the way I'm burning like my sins now
[Verse 1]
I've been losing my patience, can't try, every day's on the same shit
Baby don't lie, had to keep my heart cold 'cause the snakes
Tryna pull me to the bottom, everybody just fake, no-oh-oh
I've been running from my pain, no-oh-oh
But I'm never getting better, now I'm in the same place that I was
And it's certain my soul don't lie, cut the shit 'cause you never would know
I've been dying on the inside, I've been fighting for my damn life
I've been hiding, I don't feel right
Now I'm going to the bottom, so I'm writing
[Chorus]
I've been holding my breath, I've been waiting for the end
I've been crying on the inside, wishing I was dead
I've been running from the darkness, running from the dread
I've been sick of living life, I'll take a bullet to the head
I keep a strapped-up waist, I regret what I said
Now my heart black, flatline, I'm jumping off the edge
I've been losing my damn mind, fucking up again
So I been going six feet, the way I'm burning like my sins now
[Bridge]
I just pulled me to the bottom, so my heart cold
I've been walking on the edge of the tightrope
Did it all to myself so I might go down in the grave
I've been stuck inside a cycle
[Pre-Chorus]
(I've been holding my breath, I've been waiting for the end)
(I've been crying on the inside, wishing I was dead)
(I've been running from the darkness, running from the dread)
(I've been sick of living life, I'll take a-)
[Chorus]
I've been holding my breath, I've been waiting for the end
I've been crying on the inside, wishing I was dead
I've been running from the darkness, running from the dread
I've been sick of living life, I'll take a bullet to the head
I keep a strapped-up waist, I regret what I said
Now my heart black, flatline, I'm jumping off the edge
I've been losing my damn mind, fucking up again
So I been going six feet, the way I'm burning like my sins now
(I've been holding my breath, I've been waiting for the end)
(I've been crying on the inside, wishing I was dead)
(I've been running from the darkness, running from the dread)
(I've been sick of living life, I'll take a bullet to the-)
[Chorus]
I've been holding my breath, I've been waiting for the end
I've been crying on the inside, wishing I was dead
I've been running from the darkness, running from the dread
I've been sick of living life, I'll take a bullet to the head
I keep a strapped-up waist, I regret what I said
Now my hеart black, flatline, I'm jump off the edgе
I've been losing my damn mind, fucking up again
So I'll been going six feet, the way I'm burning like my sins now
[Verse 1]
I've been losing my patience, can't try, every day's on the same shit
Baby don't lie, had to keep my heart cold 'cause the snakes
Tryna pull me to the bottom, everybody just fake, no-oh-oh
I've been running from my pain, no-oh-oh
But I'm never getting better, now I'm in the same place that I was
And it's certain my soul don't lie, cut the shit 'cause you never would know
I've been dying on the inside, I've been fighting for my damn life
I've been hiding, I don't feel right
Now I'm going to the bottom, so I'm writing
[Chorus]
I've been holding my breath, I've been waiting for the end
I've been crying on the inside, wishing I was dead
I've been running from the darkness, running from the dread
I've been sick of living life, I'll take a bullet to the head
I keep a strapped-up waist, I regret what I said
Now my heart black, flatline, I'm jumping off the edge
I've been losing my damn mind, fucking up again
So I been going six feet, the way I'm burning like my sins now
[Bridge]
I just pulled me to the bottom, so my heart cold
I've been walking on the edge of the tightrope
Did it all to myself so I might go down in the grave
I've been stuck inside a cycle
[Pre-Chorus]
(I've been holding my breath, I've been waiting for the end)
(I've been crying on the inside, wishing I was dead)
(I've been running from the darkness, running from the dread)
(I've been sick of living life, I'll take a-)
[Chorus]
I've been holding my breath, I've been waiting for the end
I've been crying on the inside, wishing I was dead
I've been running from the darkness, running from the dread
I've been sick of living life, I'll take a bullet to the head
I keep a strapped-up waist, I regret what I said
Now my heart black, flatline, I'm jumping off the edge
I've been losing my damn mind, fucking up again
So I been going six feet, the way I'm burning like my sins now