Violent J
Knocking on Heaven’s Door
[Verse 1: Myzery]
I'm knockin' on the door, silence, no one answers
Cigarette smoke, yeah I'm prone to cancer
Liquor in my liver and it's causin' damage
Marijuana tokes illusions help me manage
Bitches on my phone and they talk erotic
Lust in my heart, I'm just tryin' to stop it
And green paper influences everything
Good kid turned bad, wanting to see better things
The world's fighting corruption and all these terrorists
Kids hypnotized on new music, they need some better shit
Hell is winning, but that's just where our mental is
Heaven is waiting to heal us, I need my medicine
Been so closed emotionally I've been goin' nuts
Bad thoughts moving fast, and they ain't slowin' up
In pieces, trying to fix myself, I'm so broken up
God, you know I'm good just lost, I'm knockin', open up

[Chorus: Jennifer Marrero, Myzery]
I'm knock, knock, knockin' on Heaven's door
I keep on knockin', I wipe my feet before enterin'
I'm knock, knock, knockin' on Heaven's door
I keep on knockin', no one answers, please let me in
I'm knock, knock, knockin' on Heaven's door
I keep on knockin', God, forgive me for every sin
I'm knock, knock, knockin' on Heaven's door
I keep on knockin', I keep on knockin', I keep on knockin'
[Verse 2: Violent J]
*Sigh* Fuck it, I'll start tomorrow, every day, I'll start tomorrow
All out of excuses, can't pay back what I borrowed
Ask for forgiveness, so many times I did this
Everybody knows my game, can't get a witness
I live without it, no cross, no holy boss
Comin' up short every time I take a loss
I hit the sauce, or anything to numb the pain
To dumb the brain, can't ever overcome the rain
I grin and give daps, but I'm hollow
The laws of attraction, fear is all I follow
Depression is a monster, my soul I let it swallow
Soon to be the pits of Hell in which I wallow
I'm feeling doubted, the Devil though he all about it
The gates are tiny, out here we overcrowded
It's true I love God, though I never show it
Every chance I blow it, I'm knock knockin' and I know it

[Chorus: Jennifer Marrero, Myzery]
I'm knock, knock, knockin' on Heaven's door
I keep on knockin', I wipe my feet before enterin'
I'm knock, knock, knockin' on Heaven's door
I keep on knockin', no one answers, please let me in
I'm knock, knock, knockin' on Heaven's door
I keep on knockin', God, forgive me for every sin
I'm knock, knock, knockin' on Heaven's door
I keep on knockin', I keep on knockin', I keep on knockin'
[Verse 3: Myzery]
I said so many prayers, God, did you hear me?
A storm in my mind, can't think clearly
My anger makes me nervous, I start the shakin'
Endured so much pain, no cure, heart is achin'
I gave it all I had, mama disappointed
So many mistakes could've been avoided
So much weed smoke and empty 40 bottles
So many pills popped, many horny models
So much sin, so many robberies
Can't get it together like God is not in me
Look in the mirror, the Devil is what I see
Burying myself, is this humanity?
A demon angel, trying to find normality
Fifty fifty, I wanna be whole, set me free
I'm fighting Satan, brain baking, who's hot as me?
World not noticing, I'm real, this my misery
I tell it like it is, this is my history
The game of life will forever be a mystery

[Chorus: Jennifer Marrero, Myzery]
I'm knock, knock, knockin' on Heaven's door
I keep on knockin', I wipe my feet before enterin'
I'm knock, knock, knockin' on Heaven's door
I keep on knockin', no one answers, please let me in
I'm knock, knock, knockin' on Heaven's door
I keep on knockin', God, forgive me for every sin
I'm knock, knock, knockin' on Heaven's door
I keep on knockin', I keep on knockin', I keep on knockin'