[Verse One]
I know what I do to me
Put fires out with gasoline
All my flags turn red
When it gets too loud in my head

[Pre-Chorus]
Cause I’m like
“What if he lies?
What if he cheats?
What if I overthink him out of my sheets?
What if I make leaving easy
And I make it hard to need me?
What if my friends love me to my face
But they roll their eyes when they see my name
On their phone ‘cause I’m annoying
And I get why they’d avoid me?”

[Chorus]
I, I, self-destruct for a living
I, I, pay my rent with my damage
And I shouldn’t be allowed to lovе
Somebody need to lock her up
(I, I, I, I)
I, I need therapy and I hatе that for me
[Hook]
And I hate
And I hate
And I hate that for me
And I hate
And I hate
And I hate that for me
And I hate
And I hate
And I hate that for me
And I hate that for me

[Verse Two]
Yes
If you want toxic, then baby say less
Just mommy issues packed up in a dress
Got baggage, I’m batshit, I’m overtraumatic
I’m the whole package

[Pre-Chorus]
Cause I’m like
“What if he lies?
What if he cheats?
What if I overthink him out of my sheets?
What if I make leaving easy
And I make it hard to need me?
What if my friends love me to my face
But they roll their eyes when they see my name
On their phone ‘cause I’m annoying
And I get why they’d avoid me?”
[Chorus]
I, I, self-destruct for a living
I, I, pay my rent with my damage
And I shouldn’t be allowed to love
Somebody need to lock her up
(I, I, I, I)
I, I need therapy and I hate that for me
(is that like wrong?)

[Hook]
And I hate
And I hate
And I hate that for me
And I hate
And I hate
And I hate that for me
And I hate
And I hate
And I hate that for me
And I hate that for me