She asks me what I'm doing
If I'm still feeling the same
I am vacant on the mattress
Easy going, hard to play
Now it hurts in my fingers
Thought it wouldn't this time
Thought of something to scare myself, and I'm feeling like a child
Now I'm dreaming of dying
And I wanna look away
And they said it was impossible, but I always see the fate

You could bite the hand
That I tried to feed you with
I'd still give you every crumb I have just to see you part your lips
Now I'm dreaming about dying
And your asking me to change
And you said it was impossible, but I always see the fate

Pull back until
Arms length
Cut right on through your ball and chain
Take the hair of the dog
I'm right where you want

I wanna feel special
I wanna feel something
I wanna feel impossible, but I always feel the same
I wanna feel special
I wanna feel somеthing
I wanna feel impossible, but I always feel the same
I wanna feel spеcial
I wanna feel something
I wanna feel impossible, but I always feel the same