[Verse 1: Flowz Dilione]
All the bad things I've done have gone and made me mad
I'm beggin for forgiveness, prayin I can take em back
Wakin up in cold sweats, nightmares are crazy as
Flashbacks of dead faces has me breakin bad
Apologies to all my fans, I'm sorry kids
I ain't no role model nah I've done alotta shit
Mum would be ashamed if she even knew the half of it
Emotionless, I don't feel nothin when the shotty kicks
If the good die young, I'll live a long life
Lord forgive me he was in that place at the wrong time
Somethin that I gotta live with until the day I die
This is what it sounds like when a thug cries
Sometimes I want to put it down and leave it all behind
Cryin at my brothers' grave, thinkin is there more to life?
To go and take a mother's son ain't nothin to be glorified
But if I ever catch his killers I'ma go and make it right

[Hook: MoStack]
R.I.P, is all I see
The shish shit is all I breathe
Money and my family is all I need
Nightmares is all I dream
Night, night, night
Ambulance ain't here in time
Just lost another boy's life
Told her boy his mummy don't cry
Everything's gonna be alright, alright
[Interlude]
'So a horrific scene, we've got the death of a young boy, uh his mother is clearly, absolutely distraught and our thoughts and prayers go out to her and the extended family'

[Verse 2: Flowz Dilione]
Just to try and numb the pain, every night I'm smokin weed
Pop a hundred xannies hopin maybe I can go to sleep
God forgives everyone is somethin that I don't believe
Starin in the mirror I don't know who's lookin back at me
He was alive a week ago but he's dead today
I've done a lot of bad things, some shit that I can never say
Hangin out the window of the passi with a big thing
Catch him in his driveway trust me I'ma let it spray
Bally on my face, I've forgotten what I look like
Stuff the double in the duffle, kiss my missus goodnight
The day they took my brother's life away they went and took mine
So if I ever catch his killers I ain't gonna think twice
They say revenge is sweet, it's a vicious circle
A question I never ask myself is it worth it?
Ever since the day he died I've been a different person
So I ain't ever gonna stop until they in a hearse

[Hook]