[Verse 1: Ameer Vann]
Anti-depressant ain't working
I sip the syrup now
These little pills that they gave me
To keep my mood down
I'm taking mood stabilizer
I got the guilt of survivors
I keep my head in The Bible
My sanity in a bottle
Paint my paint I'm Picasso
The truth is harder to swallow
They friendship it was hallow
God first then I follow
Conversation with Jesus
Said is hard to be a n***a
I'm inclined to believe him
Known the truth is a gift
The hard part is to speak it
Even harder to hear it
I pray your daughter forgive me
I gave my heart to the spirit
Gave my heart to you n***as
Gave my heart to you n***as
I left from laying on the pavement
I'm still my grandmama baby
My mama talked to me daily
She tell me what did I tell you
Ain't no thing as a failure
I turn a penny to billions
Put my hands to the ceiling
And I thank God for a minute
Every second and hour
And I pray for my enemies
As I spray 'em on my enemies
Turn their ass to a memory
Thank the Lord for forgiving me
Baptize in the blood
Baptize in the strips
Acetone in the air
I hope God can forgive