Now, the Hindus do say that the Selfâthe great Selfâis consciousness. But of course, that does not mean consciousness in the sense of our ordinary everyday consciousness. Ordinary everyday consciousness is indeed a form of this kind of consciousnessâshall we say, a manifestation of it?âbut then thereâs also consciousness which doesnât notice, but nevertheless is highly responsive. The way your heart beats, the way you breathe, the way you grow your hair: youâre doing it, but you donât know how itâs done.
So therefore, just in the same way that conscious attention is not aware of all the other operations of the body, so in just that way we are not aware of our connectionâindeed, our identityâwith the fundamental Self. When the leaves die and fall off the trees, or the fruit dropsânext year: more leaves, more fruit. So, in the same way, when you and I die: more babies later. If the whole human race dies, you bet your life there are all kinds of things that feel that theyâre human scattered throughout the multiplicity of galaxies. Because this universe is a peopling universe, just as an apple tree apples. But because we are unconscious of the intervals we are not aware of the Self with our conscious attention when conscious attention isnât operating. But still, just as you donât notice what your pineal gland, say, is doing at the moment, so in the same way you donât notice the connections which tie us all togetherânot only here and now, but forever and ever and ever and ever.
The difficulty, the basic reason why we donât notice the Self, is that the Self doesnât need to look at itself. A knife doesnât need to cut itself. Fire doesnât need to burn itself. Water doesnât need to quench itself, and a light doesnât need to shine on itself. So this is the fundamental problem of having some sort of awareness of the self. Nevertheless, it is the whole contention of Indian philosophy, especially what we call VedÄnta, that it is possibleâin a certain wayâto become aware of oneself in this deepest sense; to know that you are the totality.
And this experience is the real substance of Indian philosophy as a whole, both Hindu and Buddhist. It is called mokáčŁa, which roughly means âliberation.â Liberation from the hallucination that you are just poor little me. To wake up from that kind of hypnosis and discover that you are simply somethingâyour organism, your physical body, your conscious attention (which is your ego)âthat you are something being done by this vast, indescribable Self, which is out of time, which has no beginning, no end, it neither continues nor discontinues. Itâs beyond all categorization whatsoever, and so the Upanishads say, all we can say of it positively is the negative. Neti neti; âit is not this, not that.â Anything, therefore, you can formulateâimagine, pictureâwill not be the Self.
So when you are trying to know the Self you have to get rid of every idea in your head. It doesnât mean, as some people seem to think, that you have to get rid of every sense-impression. It isnât as if you had to go into a catatonic state of total absorption. Of course that can be done, but the full mokáčŁaâthe full liberationâis when you come back out of absorption and see this everyday world just as it looks now, but see as clearly as clearly can be that it is all the Self. You can become aware of this tremendous interconnectedness of everything, and that is what somebody who is mokáčŁaâwho is liberatedâsees. He sees, shall we say, that everything goes together.
And that is, in a way, what we mean by ârelativity.â Because relativity means ârelatedness,â just as fronts go with backs and tops with bottoms, insides with outsides, solids with spaces. So everything that there is goes together. And it makes no difference whether it lasts a long time or whether it lasts a short time. A galaxy goes together with all the universe just as much as a mosquito, which has a very short life. From the standpoint of the Self, time is completely relative. You can have, if you scale it down, as much time between two of those very rapid drumbeats as you can in eons and eons and eons, and itâs all a question of point of view. Orâto use a scientific expressionâlevel of magnification.
Change your magnification and you see molecules. And we know by other methods of observation that it can get smaller and smaller and smaller, and that the spaces between these minute units are so vast that theyâre comparable to the distances between the sun and the planets, in scale. So, also, with time. So, in this sense, there could be vast, vast universes full of empires, and battleships, and palaces, and brothels, and restaurants, and orchestras in the tip of your fingernail. And, on the other hand, we could be all going on in the tip of somebody elseâs fingernail.
Itâs very important to understand not only the relativity of size and of time, but also of what there is. Now, as you know, the human senses respond only to a very small band of the known spectrum of vibrations. We know, through instruments, of quite a vast spectrum, but weâas I say, with our sensesâsee only a little of it. If our senses were in some way altered we would see a rather different looking world We can do this, of courseâwe can put on special lenses to enable us to see heat, and then we see all the heat radiations coming out of people. And we say, Well, I never noticed that about you before! But so, in the same way, you see, there are infinitely many possibilities of vibration, and of organs sensitive to those vibrations, so that there could be world within worlds within worlds, spaces within spaces, just like the many, many wavelengths of radio and television going on forever and ever in all directions. The possibilities are infinite.
But having senses and noticing is a selective process. It picks out only certain ones, just as when you play the piano. You donât take both arms and slam down all keys at once, you select. And so perception is a kind of piano-playing; it is picking out certain things as significantâthat is to say, as constituting patterns. And the whole universe seems to be a process of playing with different patterns. But whatever it does, whatever it plays, in whatever dimension, on whatever scale of time or space, itâs all on the Self.