[Intro: Alan Watts]
The nature of love
Is self-abandonment
Not clinging to one’s self
Throwing yourself out
And uh
That, that keeps things moving
That’s the nature of life

[Verse 1: Nomrah]
The clock hits 11:11
I gotta stop the gimmicks and guessin’
Baby, nobody is perfect
But you’re the closest that I’ve found in my searchin’
The clock hits 11:11
I wish that the future is headed
In a direction where we are
Together again

[Chorus: Nomrah]
The clock hits 11:11
I wish that you were here in my bedroom
If my heart was severеd
You know that you’re the closest I’ll run to
Thе clock hits 11:11
I wish that you were here in my bedroom
Laying back in my arms
Where you belong
[Verse 2: Entra]
It’s that time again
The stars collide
A screaming sky
So I’m asking
I’m asking, why hide?
‘Cuz I need you, ‘cuz I need you
‘cuz I need you, I need you
I need you, ‘cuz I need you

[Chorus: Nomrah]
The clock hits 11:11
I wish that you were here in my bedroom
If my heart was severed
You know that you’re the closest I’ll run to
The clock hits 11:11
I wish that you were here in my bedroom
Laying back in my arms
Where you belong

[Verse 3: Jakkah]
Can I wish for a second chance?
Outta everyone, you the best I had
I can’t just move on, can we make it last?
Yeah we made mistakes, yeah we went too fast
I’m honestly yearning for you
I shouldn’t still adore you
I know your love for me is 6 feet in the soil
Can we take it back to the way it was?
Can I be enough for you, babe?
[Bridge: Nomrah]
It’s almost midnight (almost midnight)
11:11 strikes again (strikes again)
I wish you were here by my side (by my side)
Eliminate the pain again (pain again)
Eliminate (eliminate)
Eliminate (eliminate)
Eliminate (eliminate)
Eliminate (eliminate)
Eliminate the pain again

[Chorus: Nomrah]
The clock hits 11:11
I wish that you were here in my bedroom
If my heart was severed
You know that you’re the closest I’ll run to
The clock hits 11:11
I wish that you were here in my bedroom
Laying back in my arms
Where you belong

[Skit: Nomrah & goth_peach]
And you know
Whenever it gets late like this
I have a tendency to kinda get stuck in my own head
Like a lot
(How so?)
I don’t know, lately I’ve just been feeling like
(Feeling like)
(Feeling like)
(Feeling like)
[Verse 4: Nomrah]
I’m smart enough to analyze my emotions
But not grounded enough to feel them
I started tough but failed to rise to commotion
And felt astounded by the realness
I let a lover take my money once, that shit ain’t happenin’ again
I’m a helicopter parent the way I’m guarding all my racks and shit
Cuz baby I don’t wanna be lying next to you
Lying about what’s next with you
Let you glance into my past to see why I’m like this
Lend your hand into my grasp to understand my vices
A window into my soul creates a creepy canvas
That’s been splattered by falsehoods and blood from all the damage
Cuz I was 16 livin’ six different lives
My friends saw the nerdy one with funny lies
My girl saw the sheltered one with pretty eyes
My mother saw the saddened one who never cries
My father saw a nuisance who was left behind
My teachers saw the quiet one who felt disguised
But where does that leave me?
Yeah where does that leave me?
Pentagonal crossroads lead to the truest life of all
So who is meant to fall at the joining of them all
So then who the fuck was I after all?
I was the damaged one who lost his mind
I was the famished one who called for light
I was the canvas drawn with hardened spite
I was the anguished one who started pride
But fell apart after the world beat him down
And failed to start after the worst things around
Made him feel like he was useless to keep around
And that’s me

[Outro: Nomrah]
These aren’t diamonds in my ears
I just crystallized my fears
From this pressure I adhere
It gets harder every year