Canary
[Verse 1]
Say what you want but you will never know what it's like to go through this alone
I'm reaching for a hand in the dark, I just want to fucking go home
It's all peaks and valleys, looking for a home in the voided
And it's all lost in a whimper, on the notion that "I should feel better"
Everything feels the same
Lost in trance staring at this life through a pastel gaze
I don't remember a fucking thing I've did that ever made it any better
It's hard to move walking through my bullshit
Hard to ignore when it's buried in my skin
But when I can feed off of my panic, and I see it, it's fucking pathetic
Begging like I never left my cage and living half awake
[Breakdown]
How long will I let this go on?
[Bridge]
When will I finally kill myself to finally live
And when will I run out of time to make this right?
When will I finally hear myself to finally live
And when will I run out of time to make this right?
[Breakdown]
[Verse 3]
How long will I let this go on, and when is enough going to be enough?
When will I touch what I'm reaching for, and will it be what the fuck I think is missing?
How long will I let this go on, and when is enough going to be enough?
When will I touch what I'm reaching for, and will it be what the fuck I think is missing?
[Outro]
I'm listening
Please speak to me
"You've never held your best friend's head in your lap... watch him gasp his last breath looking to you for help." "And look at you... I don't see an intelligent, confident man... I see a scared-shitless kid." "You don't know about real loss, 'cause it only occurs when you've loved something more than you love yourself."
Say what you want but you will never know what it's like to go through this alone
I'm reaching for a hand in the dark, I just want to fucking go home
It's all peaks and valleys, looking for a home in the voided
And it's all lost in a whimper, on the notion that "I should feel better"
Everything feels the same
Lost in trance staring at this life through a pastel gaze
I don't remember a fucking thing I've did that ever made it any better
It's hard to move walking through my bullshit
Hard to ignore when it's buried in my skin
But when I can feed off of my panic, and I see it, it's fucking pathetic
Begging like I never left my cage and living half awake
[Breakdown]
How long will I let this go on?
[Bridge]
When will I finally kill myself to finally live
And when will I run out of time to make this right?
When will I finally hear myself to finally live
And when will I run out of time to make this right?
[Breakdown]
[Verse 3]
How long will I let this go on, and when is enough going to be enough?
When will I touch what I'm reaching for, and will it be what the fuck I think is missing?
How long will I let this go on, and when is enough going to be enough?
When will I touch what I'm reaching for, and will it be what the fuck I think is missing?
[Outro]
I'm listening
Please speak to me
"You've never held your best friend's head in your lap... watch him gasp his last breath looking to you for help." "And look at you... I don't see an intelligent, confident man... I see a scared-shitless kid." "You don't know about real loss, 'cause it only occurs when you've loved something more than you love yourself."