Those nights stretched out forever, followed by nervous days
Live in suicide weather you become that old cliché
It came without warning at a time I couldn't see
I lashed out in all directions, some dark current pushing me

At an early age, I made up my mind, that I'd live my life truly free
Condemned everything, but where does it lead?
Sometimes there's no third dimension, everything's just as it seems

I'm fighting for my future, I'm fighting with my past
If I keep living in my head, there's no way I'm gonna last

At an early age, I made up my mind, that I'd live my life truly free
Condemned everything, but where does it lead?
Sometimes there's no third dimension, everything's just as it seems

Need it all, need it now
Total darkness, don't care how
Need to ride, need to skate
I've hated love, I've loved to hate
Sniffed lightning bolts of east end coke
Need a cigarette though I don't smoke
Gimme every last thing you can, I wanna black out man

At an early age, I made up my mind, that I'd live my life truly free
Condemned everything, but where does it lead?
Sometimes there's no third dimension, everything's just as it seems
I lashed out in all directions, some dark current pushing me
I lashed out in all directions, some dark current pushing, pushing me