[Intro]
Have I been consumed?
Calculating every move
As if I’ve got something more important to prove
As if I am someone more important than you
Would I do it any different if I could choose?
It feels so lifeless, it feels so numb

[Verse 1]
Achievement; is the death of endeavor and birth of disgust
This is the trap of having something to live for
Everything else feels so lifeless
Feels so lifeless
Feels so cold and empty here
Follow your dreams, abandon your losses, no matter what the cost is
Disregard your sanity, leave it behind with your friends and family
You’re under a spell not in front of a gun
Another rat in the race
Not fooling anyone

[Chorus]
When did my body become so heavy?
When did my actions start effecting so many?
Through a life of contradictions and a heart of good intentions
Will I ever find the balance between love and competition?
I’m starting to lose my focus
[Verse 2]
If you’re always pushing forward
Unable to see what you’re moving towards
This isn’t disease it’s a disorder
Ego manifests defense as stubbornness
Again and again and again

[Breakdown]
Is it in my head?
Is it all in my head?
You’re under a spell not in front of a gun
Another rat in the race
Not fooling anyone

[Chorus]
When did my body become so heavy?
When did my actions start effecting so many?
Through a life of contradictions and a heart of good intentions
Will I ever find the balance between love and competition?
I’m starting to lose my focus

[Outro]
What once was full is empty now
A raging river into a drought
The landscapes that were shaped
Have been laid to waste
What once was full is empty now
A raging river into a drought
The landscapes that were shaped
Are forever etched in the messes we’ve made