[Verse 1]
Dear diary, what have I done? Am I trippin' or am I alive?
Once I've decided I've got stories to tell
No way in hell was that just another motherfuckin' dream
Doesn't matter 'cause I already know how it feels to wake up with

[Refrain]
Yeah, got a body like a roadmap of pain
Oh yeah, mind like a landfill of shame
Tie my rope one more time

[Verse 2]
Dear diary, had I known what I told you last night
I would've never walked there out tonight to start another fight
Banging my head on a concrete wall while knockin' on wood
Thinking that's gonna do any good when I wake up with

[Pre-Chorus]
Yeah, got a body like a roadmap of pain
That's right, mind like a landfill of shame
Tie my rope

[Chorus]
Tell me once, I decline, refuse to learn
Shoot me twice, yet I'm not going down
I will climb the rope you set for me
Beat me up while I'm still alive
[Chorus]
Tell me once, I decline, refuse to learn
Shoot me twice, yet I'm not going down
I will climb the rope you set for me
Beat me up while I'm still alive
Tell me once, I decline, refuse to learn
Shoot me twice, yet I'm not going down
I will climb the rope you set for me
Beat me up while I'm still alive