[Verse]
I swear to God, I done seen it all
Had the slowest rises and quickest falls
And still I cry looking at my scars
They're so ugly
But never mind if the feeling's off
I'll be left to die with my bleeding heart
Can no longer try to just sleep it off
But I'm so tired

Now you know why I stopped giving God a call
Smoke so much, guess he got lost in the fog
Fighting demons again, what are the odds?
Tryna get even with them, I cannot
So, tell me what it means
Please, help me to believe
What's meant for me, I'll achieve
When everything isn't free
But I can't handle that
Cause I can't handle that
Said I can't handle that
No I can't handle that
And still my soul's attached
There ain't no holding back
Know I'm prone to snap
No I won't relax
Oh no