[Intro]
Spent last night watching flies crawl
Hearing TV static down a dark hall
I keep my secrets in a bag in the back buried
Razor blade, choke chain, and I'm breathing heavy (ah)

[Verse 1]
Hail Mary, I have sinned again
I've been trying to cut off all my demons while we're friends again
Hangman swinging at the end of my rope
I'm only numb for the moment, cause I double the dose
Troubled waters sinkin' my boat, face above the waves but I can’t flow
I'm in California, dreaming every time my eyes close
Sleep is for the wеak, God I want to sleep for a week though
Drugs in my veins, I got lead bones
Pair of thighs in thе edge of my vision, I can't get close
I'm addicted to a kind madness, chasing white rabbits
Metal to my temple habit

[Chorus]
And I've been driving all night, just riding on a whiskey high
Cigarettes after sex in my car help to clear my mind
I have so many thoughts but they get dangerous after dark
Softly haunting like bad dreams and melodies

[Verse 2]
Wait inside, there's a quiet riot (hush hush)
Silence right before the violence (hush hush)
Countdown 'til I'm face down lying on the carpet, lights out
Undermedicated, I keep my other side locked up in the basement
Bitch, I bite back, do you really want to see it?
Jekyll when I'm fine, I can't Hyde what's underneath
I'm vicious every time I show my teeth
[Verse 3]
Spent last night watching flies crawl
Hearing TV static down a dark hall
Keep my secrets in a bag in the back buried
Razor blade, choke chain, and I'm breathing heavy

[Verse 4]
My song louder than my head, is my stereo
Swan Songs screaming off the radio
Got a bottle of Everclear away to dismantle me
It's a Molotov birthday, light the candle and set me free

[Chorus]
And I've been driving all night, just riding on a whiskey high
Cigarettes after sex in my car help to clear my mind
I have so many thoughts but they get dangerous after dark
Softly haunting like bad dreams and melodies