[Verse 1]
I want consciousness. Thinking straight again is my only goal right now
Clarity in my head. Fuck this tunnel vision. I can’t see on my end anyhow
But when I flicked the switch, my mind hit the black. As my head hit the ground, it all really set in
I don’t want to fade out. I won’t fade out

[Chorus]
I’ve been a bit of a curse to who I needed to be. (I’m losing sleep)
A perfect picture of me and who I used to see. (Full of self-deceit)

[Verse 2]
I need clearer thoughts. A perfect picture is easier taken from scratch
A fire inside, I can no longer hide. I get burned every time. (Light the match)

[Chorus]
I’ve been a bit of a curse to who I needed to be. (I’m losing sleep)
A perfect picture of me and who I used to see. (Full of self-deceit)
All the words that I said; don’t let them go to your head. (It was time well spent)
All the pity you never meant

[Bridge]
Leave me alone in my room
I’m better off with thoughts of you
I’ll smoke until I am someone new
I’ll be at ease when I’m through
A change of pace is what I’m after
I’m so devoid of laughter
Leave me alone in my room
I’m better off with thoughts of you
I’ll smoke until I am someone new
I’ll be at ease when I’m through
A change of pace is what I’m after
I’m so devoid of laughter

[Chorus]
I’ve been a bit of a curse to who I needed to be. (I’m losing sleep)
A perfect picture of me and who I used to see. (Full of self-deceit)
All the words that I said; don’t let them go to your head. (It was time well spent)
All the pity you never meant

I don’t want to fade out
I won’t fade out