Maybe this is goodbye
Maybe this is goodbye
Maybe this is goodbye
Wish I could say that I had a good time

A crowded room I always sit alone
Call God he don't pick up the phone
Starting to think religion is a hoax
Don't fit the mold, maybe I should hit the road
High School more like solitary confinement
Not a soul would even care if I died, it's
Making me just want to bury my eyelids
Maybe I should barrel off a high cliff
Always working but I don't know why
Stuck in place as life just life blows by
If this keeps up, I just won't try
See my reflection, but I'd rather go blind
Got me using drugs to escape it
Like my mind is stuck in the Matrix
I want to give up, I just hate this
It's hard being one of the forsaken

This voice talks in my head
It says to walk off the ledge
No future and got no friends
I think you'd be better off dead
So, maybe this is goodbye
Maybe this is goodbye
Maybe this is goodbye
Wish I could say that I had a good time
I tried my best but shit is not enough
Bottles of liquor with pills bottoms up
Then I wash it down with some toxic dust
Fantasize how I could walk into a truck
Moving away from home has got me anxious
Feel like I'm losing blood but no fangs in
This shit keeps me up, I need Ambien
The alcohol is going straight to my pancreas
Feel like my own momma don't know me
On so many drugs, feels like I'm coding
God dealt me out these cards now I'm folding
Trapped inside a hell of my emotion
The world holds me down, I can suffocate
Why go through this much shit another day
Fake smile on my face just fluctuates
Life going down the drain, I can't pump the brakes

This voice talks in my head
It says to walk off the ledge
No future and got no friends
I think you'd be better off dead
So, maybe this is goodbye
Maybe this is goodbye
Maybe this is goodbye
Wish I could say that I had a good time