Was it all my fault or just a little bit?
Did I let all my friends down again?
Are they waiting for me to say something?
But it can't be me, no not this time
I'm gonna carry on
I'm gonna dry my eyes
I'm saving myself and I'm not sorry

It's a bad memory
When I close my eyes it's the only thing I see
Hold on to me like a parasite or an endless fever dream

Was it happenstance?
Was it meant to be?
Is there something you're not telling me?
'Cause I'm waiting for you to say something
And I'm fading fast into the sunset