I remember was the month October
In a garage I was standing
Scared and sombre
I could smell your breathing
And the pain you're leaving
So ashamed I'm feeling
And now I am left to fate

For all the times I've been losing my mind
You molest and destroy just a five year old boy
You made me suffer
Motherfucker
Ripped my heart out
It was so good

I remember words that never left me
For a skull of silver here's what you'd do for me
If you tell I'll kill you
Rip the child out from you
Wish that I could stop you
Please God make this go away

For all the times I've been losing my mind
You molest and destroy just a five year old boy
And you made me suffer
Motherfucker
Ripped my heart out
Innocence was lost
And I feel it
I can't take it
I don't want it
Anymore

Was only five
And I feel it
Can't take it
Anymore

For all the times I heard you
Say in my god damned mind
Make it sooner if I suck you
I'd make you suffer
Make you suffer
Motherfucker

For all the times I've been losing my mind
You molest and destroy just a five year old boy
And you make me suffer
Motherfucker
Ripped my heart out

I was only five
Five