i hope god fucking hates me

[Chorus: kalia]
God should just hate me
I don’t know much, but I know that I’m wanting to die
Tell me I’m famous, I can’t keep track of the shit right in front of my eyes
I’m on my fake shit, I tell you I’m happy, but all of my words are just lies
I can’t keep on hating, one day I’ll change and I’ll fix all the shit in my mind
All of the shit in my mind, I’m fine leaving you behind
I’m gonna pop out, and I’ll cry, I’m gonna d-d-d-d-die
I’m gonna fail shit, so you’re right, it’s just another fork in my life
It’s just another time that I’ll try, and I say that it’s alright

[Verse 1: kalia]
Don’t act too fake, taking your brain and then laughing my ass to the bank
Wipe the smile off your face, bitch, I’m too violent, I’m hoping your life gets erased
You’re worried 'bout bitches, don’t give a fuck, I’m done taking picturеs, oh
You’re worried 'bout dumb shit, tell mе you hate me, yeah girl, I just love it
I ruined your friendships, ruined your life, punched your face to the dentist
I went and fucked up your whole plan, done making money, ain’t done making demands
I am hoping you die, hoping you lie, hoping you cry
Hoping, yeah girl, I ruined your life, I'm on my arc and ill never deny

[Chorus: kalia]
God should just hate me
I don’t know much, but I know that I’m wanting to die
Tell me I’m famous, I can’t keep track of the shit right in front of my eyes
I’m on my fake shit, I tell you I’m happy, but all of my words are just lies
I can’t keep on hating, one day I’ll change and I’ll fix all the shit in my mind
All of the shit in my mind, I’m fine leaving you behind
I’m gonna pop out, and I’ll cry, I’m gonna d-d-d-d-die
I’m gonna fail shit, so you’re right, it’s just another fork in my life
It’s just another time that I’ll try, and I say that it’s alright
[Verse 2: Lytra]
Say that its alright
I cannot keep up with the things I see in my mind
Tell me I'm safe now, [?]
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