In The End

[Intro]

Yeah..

I just want everybody to know..

I don't mean nothing personal by what I say..

It's all just music to me..

And I feel nothing but love right now..

Happy valentines day..

Yo..



[Verse]

It's another story, you've heard about mine

But you ain't seeing me, you see the outline

In my mind, it's so cold and bitter

It's loneliness, cause I am only warm when I'm with her

Since when we met, you let me show affection

It seems distant, time can change your whole perception

But you were so sweet to me

Anytime I needed you, you were there to speak to me..

You tried to rescue me, when I was feeling stranded

And yet, somehow I still took you for granted

It's a cost, that I can't afford

Our relationship was done, when I went overboard

The water's frozen so I can't swim

I should have never took a chance in romance

When the only thing I want is to forget

Bitch, this ain't a love song, you got it confused, this is my regret

Now I'm letting go of everything

Forgetting love, when all you wanted was a steady fling

A big house, a nice car will complete her

Shallow minded, I'm reminded of what runs deeper

But I ain't wrong, she deserves no less

Feelings trap me, you know I wish you happiness

At my lowest you were there, and I was so blessed

But I'm cursed, so you're never gonna see me at my best..

And the memories will fade away

I'll show my true colours, you see in Shades of Grey

So treat my life like it's all fiction

Might as well, since I wrote my own crucifixion

You couldn't picture, what I depicted

I dove in front of a train, the pain is self-inflicted

Like I just want to leave this earth

Cause sometimes you need to die, for them realize what you were worth..

And I ain't saying this to make you mad

You left me broken, good, now I'm Breaking Bad

This ain't a moment, a camera could just capture

Forget the story, if you haven't read the last chapter

As I'm fighting through the sandstorm

Here I stand, still hoping I can transform

I'm inspired by the butterfly

Cause it can all change, in the blink, of an eye

I just want to see you when I come home

There's nothing I am more afraid of, than the unknown

Until the dark times came about

I used to see with love, but now the flame is out

So how'd I ever let you ruin me?

Forget a promise, all I got was promiscuity

But I'll find comfort, in different company

And fuck these sluts, the same way I know you used to like to fuck with me..

You say I'm crazy, but how can I be?

When you fit me to an insanity

I must be dreaming, as I'm sleep writing

Tryna find a reason, for me to keep fighting

When I'm too weak to hold a conversation

I miss you, so there is no miscommunication

But the memories I will erase

You wanna fuck? You'll fuck the whole human race

And all you needed was a change of pace

The warm embrace, of staring at a stranger's face

Without a trace, I was gone, try to collate

I guess you need a soul first, to find a soulmate

Feels like I'm walking in the falling rain

The closest I'mma get to balling, is my ball and chain

I'm held back by what you think I am

The real me ain't got a filter, I'm no Instagram

So you know this ain't no perfect picture

It's what I'm feeling, while I'm hanging from the ceiling fixture

They say it's suicidal tendency

So let me go, before I show you codependency

Just call me psycho, like it's logical

Since all of my problems are psychological

If I'm addicted, then I should quit

Cause now I've learnt, that you and I are not a good fit..

And you don't mind, whether I live or not

I used to wanna fight, but now I'm giving up

If I say it's love, though, I should mean forever

I guess we have to stay apart, just to be together

But the truth is, I'm the one that made you hate me

I couldn't let you get close, for your own safety

And you were more than just a friend

If love was real, I would try, but it always dies, in the end..