[Verse 1: Lila]
It’s a shame
You’re perfect for me
I am the one to blame
It’s easy to see
You’re on my mind till 3
In the morning
Can’t you see?
You’ve got my heart soaring, calling
Out your name, out in pain
Wish I could start again
Bound by these chains
Wish I could explain
This mental strain, driving me, insane
I’ve been trynna change
But its hard when two sides
Reign my brain
Everyday it’s the same battle
When I take my meds
I feel dead, like I’m cattle
Don’t even wanna leave my bed
You made it easier to handle
To fight the shackles
Now?
Everything just seems like a hassle
[Chorus: Lila]
Ive been thinkin
Yeah, I’ve been sinkin
In my thoughts
Got me drinkin
Sippin on the lean
Cos I lost my queen
No one to blame but me
Feel my chest in flame the
Moment I hear your name
Hear your name

[Hook: Lila]
Its 3 in the morning
The thought of never holding
You again is dawning
Tryin not to text again I’m folding
Folding
3 in the morning

Its 3 in the morning
The thought of never holding
You again is dawning
Tryin not to text again I’m folding
Folding
3 in the morning
[Verse 2: Lila]
I’m trynna stay strong
I’ll keep writing rhymes
Express myself in song
Till you feel its time
Even if it feels wrong
I’ll be by your side
Once again
When the time is right
Just like that night, in the back of your car
I swear, I could see all the stars, in your eyes
As beautiful as the night skies
I was never good at goodbyes
That’s why I was stuck left there to cry
As you walked away saying goodbye
I promise I’m doing ok, no lie
But it’s hard to deny the heart
So, I’ll comply in my art
So long as we are apart

[Chorus: Lila]
Ive been thinkin
Yeah, I’ve been sinkin
In my thoughts
Got me drinkin
Sippin on the lean
Cos I lost my queen
No one to blame but me
Feel my chest in flame the
Moment I hear your name
Hear your name
Ive been thinkin
Yeah, I’ve been sinkin
In my thoughts
Got me drinkin
Sippin on the lean
Cos I lost my queen
No one to blame but me
This weight on my chest
Feels worse than death
When I was with you I was feelin blessed

[Hook: Lila]
Its 3 in the morning
The thought of never holding
You again is dawning
Tryin not to text again I’m folding
Folding
3 in the morning

Its 3 in the morning
The thought of never holding
You again is dawning
Tryin not to text again I’m folding
Folding
3 in the morning