[Verse 1]
You don't really want to know what I've seen
Wouldn't want to walk a mile on my feet
It's cold out here
You wouldn't want to meet the devil in me
You couldn't count the sum of all of my fears
Tryna be the one voice that you hear when you need healing
What if I'm the most broken out of you

[Chorus]
I'm not quite the man I am on the outside
I feel all of the tears, I don't cry
Oh, I
Though I try
I'm not half the man, I'm not
Cause half the time I wanna get high
Just so half the time I don't wanna die
Oh, I
Though I try
I'm not half the man
Heaven

[Verse 2]
Look at all these plates, watch how they spin
Water over my hеad, I keep swimming against the tidal wave
It's all for you
It's all for you
And sometimеs I close my eyes
On those midnight drives
Singing "Jesus, take the wheel
Jesus, take the wheel one last night"
[Chorus]
I'm not quite the man I am on the outside
I feel all of the tears, I don't cry
Oh, I
Though I try
I'm not half the man, I'm not
Cause half the time I wanna get high
Just so half the time I don't wanna die
Oh, I
Though I try
I'm not half the man
Heaven

[Instrumental break]

[Chorus]
I'm not quite the man I am on the outside
I feel all of the tears, I don't cry
Oh, I
Though I try
I'm not half the man, I'm not
Cause half the time I wanna get high
Just so half the time I don't wanna die
Oh, I
Though I try
I'm not half the man
Heaven