I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
I don't know who I am
I keep failing from place to place
Why am I like this?
And I choose who to be
Why do you shun this?
I'll force you to see

This is a problem within me
It has nothing to do with you
It has nothing to do with her
I want you to see

Don't be sorry
Don't try to fix this
Don't you cry
Cause I can resist it
I screw up and
I do wrong
And I know it isn't right
But I'll find out in time
Why I am who I am on the inside

I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
I don't know who I am
I keep failing from place to place
Why am I like this?
And I choose who to be
Why do you shun this?
I'll force you to see
So f*** it all
Leave me alone
I don't want sympathy
I want you to go
But I want you to stay
But I'm afraid I'll leave you too
And I'm alone
And I don't know what to do
It's like this every day (Like this every day)

And yeah I'm being f***ing dramatic
And yeah I'm trying to rap
Cause every f***ing time I try to sing this
I got too emotional
So just deal with that! (Deal with that)

And I'm sick of the pressure
I hate all the lies
I wanna shut you up
And cut all my ties
For an hour, a minute
A second or less
I'm not getting any say in my own life
And I forget who I am, what do I want
Not be a conforming little tool
If you try to do me wrong you're a fool
Do you think I like being in this position?
Well I don't
And I can say I hate it with every ounce of dead or living soul in my body
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
I don't know who I am
I keep failing from place to place
Why am I like this?
And I choose who to be
Why do you shun this?
I'll force you to see

I need you to understand
I hate it as much as you do
But I think I'm in love
Yet another time
How all it
Isn't up to you
Isn't up to her
But it's up to me
Because my life is
In my hands now

I think I'm trying to set myself up
To be in the place where I can't even breathe
It's an addiction
To torture myself again and again
And yet I refuse to believe all your comfort
Because I only care about me (I only care about me)
I'm sorry, I am
But I can't share my feelings around now
What happens happens
But that doesn't mean that that was the only reason now
The reason is simple
I finally understand I've been a tool all my life
And now I'm taking things into my own hands

So let me be free
Let me go
Let me find myself
Let me find what I should know
I'm haunted by it all the time
And what's yours isn't mine
You know who I want
I won't get another chance
So let me go
Free me
Let me go
Judge me

I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
I don't know who I am
I keep failing from place to place
Why am I like this?
And I choose who to be
Why do you shun this?
I'll force you to see

I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
I don't know who I am
I keep failing from place to place
Why am I like this?
And I choose who to be
Why do you shun this?
I'll force you to see