those voices in my head
keep me awake in bed
they hardly let me sleep
they do not let me rest
the line begins to blur
I don't know if I'm real
it leaves the senses numb
it does not let me feel

they tell me every story
that I already know
they have the past come haunt me
I want to let it go
every mistake I've made
words I wish I had never said
if there's a God I'd pray to him
and ask if he could take it all away

and I don't know why I'm here
or what I'm supposed to do
can someone tell me
with age I get more confused
with no one to tell it to
can someone help me

existential
thoughts experimental
I am going mental
mind is intellectual
those voices out the door
try to help and try to give me more
I never thought of ending what I settled for
I always needed more
well I guess that's just me
one addictive personality
I tried to see the light I could never see
but the overthinking blinded me

I don't know what this is
and maybe I'm not supposed to
I don't know what you are
but for now I guess I trust you

I guess I'll leave it in the air for now