Pulling myself apart today
To see whats underneath
I analyse the things I say
Its a mystery to me

Why can't I be normal like everyone else?
Why can't I become something more than myself?
I reach and I'm trying to believe in me
But its just too hard to see

Who am I now?
And when will I be found?
What if I drown?
Im going under now....

Lost like a ship without a sail
And terrified to fail
Sick of the sickness that I feel
Its a mystery to me...

Why can't I be normal like everyone else?
Why can't I become something more than myself?
I reach and I'm trying to believe in me
But its just too hard to see..

Who am I now?
And when will I be found?
What if I drown?
I'm going under now....