I'm losing everything, call a doctor

Woke up hungover from a regret
This melancholy has been slipping under my bed
Sick and tired of the way that you use me
I've gotta figure it out before it kills me

I've been living on the edge of no control
I feel it even deeper in my soul
This life with you is dated
Now my love for you is jaded

I'm losing everything, call a doctor
I've got a loaded gun but can't pull the trigger
You're the poison in my veins, you're the cancer
I can't fight it off, I can't fight this disease

Same lies, new disguise, show my weakness
Everyday I live in hell, get me through this
Sick and tired of the way you abuse me
I've gotta figure it out before it kills me

I've been living on the edge of no control
I feel it even deeper in my soul
This life with you is dated
Now my love for you is jaded