I've found tricks
That I use when I know that I've been beat
I climb so fucking deep inside of me
I've said it once and I'll scream it again
Sometimes hatred is my only friend
Something terrible has crossed my mind
Fucking miserable all the time
Something terrible, it's in my head
It's killing... It's killing me
I was born with this fault they call rage
I never asked for this pain, it just came
All the times that I hurt my family and myself and my loves
Something terrible has crossed my mind
Fucking miserable all the time
Something terrible, it's in my head
It's killing... It's killing me
I was born with this fault they call rage
I never asked for this pain, it just came
All the times that I hurt my family and myself and my loves