[Chorus]
I came back
Just to be with you again
And you seem sad
Telling me we can just be friends
You don’t wanna hurt me
Telling you that my pain is my own
I swear that
I’d just hold it up to my soul

[verse]
Baby don’t feel guilty
Baby don’t feel blame
I don’t wanna hurt you
I’ll just run away
Disconnect my socials
Disconnect my brain
You won’t ever see me
You won’t be in pain
Every other person that i talk to is the same
Never wanna love again all i feel is shame
Every conversation feels like i’m just playing games
Feeling transportation im just sitting on the train
Tell me that you love me, yeah tell me that you care
Loving you is the only reason i was staying herе
Now it ain’t an option what’s the point being herе
The only thing that came true was my biggest fucking fear
I can’t let go of the past
I’m always looking right back
Checking on you everyday
Know it ain’t good that’s a fact
Cover my face with a mask
Knew that this shit wouldn’t last
Sitting alone with my hands on the wheel
And i don’t really care if i crash
[bridge]
Do you think of me
Reminiscing
Bout the better days
Wish these things would’ve never changed

[Chorus]
I came back
Just to be with you again
And you seem sad
Telling me we can just be friends
You don’t wanna hurt me
Telling you that my pain is my own
I swear that
I’d just hold it up to my soul