Joyner Lucas
Money And Drugs
[Chorus: Songstress & Joyner Lucas]
I see these monsters all the time
They show me bad things in my mind
I try to run, I try to hide
But they still come back every night
Ooh, ooh, I don't wanna see the monsters
Ooh, ooh, I don't wanna see the monsters
I see these monsters all the time
They show me bad things in my mind
[Verse 1: Joyner Lucas]
And I don't even wanna think of my bed now
Nightmares on my head now
Everytime that I walk got my head down (Uh)
Everyone that I love got me let down (Yeah)
I just wanna be alone but I'm at shore
I just want peace, really not war
Maybe I just want you so I'm not bored (Yeah)
Maybe I don't wanna lose and I want more
[Pre-Chorus: Joyner Lucas]
And I'm sick of hidin' from all the jealousy (Woo)
I'm really tired of your negativity (Yeah)
I pray to God that I find a remedy
To show me what's really missin', I know your identity
And know your bad energy (Yeah)
Disturbin' my inner peace (Yeah)
All your fake love and your empathy (Yeah)
I'm starin' at the mirror, tryna look and see
Where I went wrong, maybe this is not meant for me
Monsters really got it for me
[Chorus: Songstress & Joyner Lucas]
I see these monsters all the time
They show me bad things in my mind
I try to run, I try to hide
But they still come back every night
Ooh, ooh, I don't wanna see the monsters
Ooh, ooh, I don't wanna see the monsters
I see these monsters all the time
They show me bad things in my mind
[Verse 2: Joyner Lucas]
And they told me I been livin' in my own head (Woo)
I don't know where to go next (Yeah)
I lost a lot of family and close friends
Some still livin' and most dead
Just because I got money and I'm so blessed (Blessed)
N***as treat me like all funny like I owe them somethin' like
They was out hustlin' in the cold with me, sellin' mixtapes
Never knew when I'd be home next (Yeah)
[Pre-Chorus: Joyner Lucas]
And I'm sick of hidin' from all the jealousy (Woo)
I'm really tired of your negativity (Yeah)
I pray to God that I find a remedy
To show me what's really missin', I know your identity
And know your bad energy (Yeah)
Disturbin' my inner peace (Yeah)
All your fake love and your empathy (Yeah)
I'm starin' at the mirror, tryna look and see
Where I went wrong, maybe this is not meant for me
Monsters really got it for me
[Chorus: Songstress & Joyner Lucas]
I see these monsters all the time
They show me bad things in my mind
I try to run, I try to hide
But they still come back every night
Ooh, ooh, I don't wanna see the monsters
Ooh, ooh, I don't wanna see the monsters
I see these monsters all the time
They show me bad things in my mind
[Verse 3: Joyner Lucas]
They hidin' under my bed
And they gon' wait 'til I shut off my lights
They wanna come for my head
Tryna make sure I got nothin' tonight
You push me over the edge
Tryna disguise yourself as someone that I like
'Cause I know I won't let you up under my covers
I sit with the angels, who come from the sky
You put dirt on my name, I put mud on my face
Ain't nothin' you can say, you got nothin' on me
I care less how you feel, motherfuck how you think
Fuck your attitude, you ain't NWA
I'm just hopin' that you don't bring trouble my way
All you good for is drama and causin' me problems
And I'll do without you, yeah I'm fine without you
'Cause you just a monster and you just a [?]
And you God damn [?], you dead to me dead
And forever and ever, don't call me whenever
Don't reach out to me, I don't wanna talk to you
Like ever again, you were never my friend or my family neither
I see you in my nightmares and no I don't like it
Hope I never see you again in my life and if I throw a party know you ain't invited at all
[Outro: Songstress & Joyner Lucas]
Ooh, ooh, I don't wanna see the monsters (You ain't invited at all)
Ooh, ooh, I don't wanna see the monsters
I see these monsters all the time
They show me bad things in my mind