[Verse 1]
I know it starts when I stop to dream
So I’ll find the dark before the dark finds me
Deliberate moves to be in
Well, I can’t afford the time I need
The time I need to start to heal
So I push my head down into these feelings

[Chorus]
Ah, the luxury of self destruction, to be self aware
While my mind malfunctions into disrepair
Smile, I walk to get a drink from the machine
Ah, the light inside the corridor screams

[Verse 2]
I know it starts when I lose my sheen light
In the dark with no dopamine
So delicatе, cruel, unbeing
Cause I can’t givе up the queen
I feel like I’ve no time to start to heal
Pushing hard into these feelings

[Chorus]
Ah, the luxury of self destruction, to be self aware
While my mind malfunctions into disrepair
Smile, and I walk to get a drink from the machine
Ah, the light inside the corridor screams
[Interlude]
I wish I was sleeping, but I’m turning in my bed
Worried thoughts and wonders they keep rolling ‘round my head
I wish I was sleeping, but I’m turning in my bed
Problems keep on coming I guess I’ll sleep when I’m dead

[Bridge]
Never did I ever analyse that dream
No I could've put together all the things I’ve seen
Surrealist standup scene
Ah!

(Self destruction!)

[Outro]
I wish I was sleeping, but I’m turning in my bed
Worried thoughts and wonders they keep rolling ‘round my head
I wish I was sleeping, but I’m turning in my bed
Problems keep on coming I guess I’ll sleep when I’m dead