I wanted them to know I wasn't right

The things I did, the things I shouldn't have done

You will all hear my confession of guilt

The tale of a boy that's full of shame

I wanted her to come with me, wanted her to show me what she's like

She's blond, drunk, undressed in my bed

Once more I got drunk at night, I couldn't control my feelings and started a fight

He was my best friend no longer. I couldn't adapt to anything that changed

A stranger in a world full of people that loved me. I wanted to die

She was the best thing that ever happened to me. Started to feel better

But now she's gone. She couldn't compete with my dreams

And now I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I hope they will forgive me

I hope this story will be heard by everyone, especially those who suffered the most

I know there isn't an excuse for what I did. But it will make me feel better