​why keep it intact?

[Verse 1]
The lights are on
But I'm not home
I might have stayed with you
I left and you cried
You couldn't be mine
And now I'm crying too

[Chorus]
Somewhere in there
There they are
Counting the seconds
Counting the stars
My problems felt bigger
You pushed me out
And it's all I think about

[Verse 2]
I'm moving on
It's time to go
I know you feel that way
I know all your secrets
I've seen all your shame
I'll show myself someday

[Chorus]
Somewhere in there
There I am
Trapped in the thought of you
Holding my hand
Oh, ready was not enough
Not the right time
The right glance
And we could be fine
[Outro]
It's easy to lose it
So please don't abuse it
I'll freeze my thoughts in time and space
Another year another place
It's easy to lose
So why keep it intact?