I watch the curtains open when im standin center stage
In an empty room feelin claustrophobic in the space
Starin at an audience, stabbin with a gaze
Just a bunch of mirrors and not a single fragment is ya face
Whats it mean when you dont seem to sleep enough to dream
You can barely breathe, and so you stay inhalin like fiend
Screamin at ya self, but it never seems to click
And the thought of someone lovin yous enough to make you sick
When all you ever ask, is what is wrong with me
Can't meet my expectations,so what do you want from me
My best is never good enough, me? im never good enough
So i spend nights lookin up and all i see is

[Jenny Suk]
Diamonds in the sky, are colliding
Tell me is it real, or is it nothin
I wanna play among the stars
Some how its so far
Tell me if its real, are they colliding?


First to laugh, first to crack the jokes
Never tellin anybody that its just a way to cope
Not tryna be emotional, I wanna clear my head
Try to see some sorta truth, inside of everything they said
Like you can be star, you can be whats in ya heart
And if you want it bad it enough, you can get it at any cost
But they never tell you, that they dont care about your failure
You can fight for it all you want, its still not in your favor
When its all said and done they go home with stacks of paper
Not carin about the kids, with the thoughts to meet their maker
When you grow up… all you got it what you dream of
So i lay up on this concrete, askin god when will i be one
[Jenny Suk]
Diamonds in the sky, are colliding
Tell me is it real, or is it nothin
I wanna play among the stars
Some how its so far
Tell me if its real, are they colliding?

I strive to be content with what i find inside myself
Ignorin outer influence, just write it how its felt
You say the verse is candid, snapshots from a canon
True, Granted my perspective, view through my pair of shoes
N parachutes, fallin yes, flourish next
Regain your footin, let that be the final test
Wear nothin on sleeves, but wear your heart upon your vest
When you feel most vulnerable, thats when you’ll be your best
The hardest parts, discardin all the doubt you hold inside
That its impossible, but you’ll dont know if you dont try
I tell myself the same thing, every single night
This is my life and all i wants to be just like the lights

[Jenny Suk] [x2]
Diamonds in the sky, are colliding
Tell me is it real, or is it nothing
I wanna play among the stars
Some how its so far
Tell me if its real, are they colliding?