[Intro - CORPSE]
Yeah, yeah, hey

[Verse 1 - CORPSE]
'Cause I can't do shit right, I can't learn my lesson
I can't do shit right, take anti-depressants
Illness and welfare robbed my adolescence
My friends probably hate me, can't answer a message
Filled with anxiety, always be hidin' me
Feelin' inadequate's always what's driving me
Not a role model, that's not what I strive to be
Can't go outside, I'm afraid they be finding me
Paranoid 'bout my privacy, yeah
And they always askin' questions 'bout my face, can't relate
Fuckin' caught my own reflection, broke a mirror the other day
Got a lot of bad shit that I'm taking to my grave
Got a fuckin' date with death, on house arrest 'til trial date
So I grab the red wine, on rainy days and then I pour it
'Cause I'll age another fuckin' thousand days before I know it
Yeah, I'll spend 'em all inside, waste my time while I'm scrollin'
But I love when it rains 'cause I'm agoraphobic

[Bridge - CORPSE]
Aight, these lines are the last one you'll get

[Verse 2 - KØJIN]
Yeah, I
Feel so distant from my friends and family
Put on a mask thinking no-one can handle me
Sit in the dark and I bask in anxiety
Just wait for death to tell me my expiry
All of my thoughts have been feeling like tyranny
But I can't contol all the demons inside of me
Dealing with people just seems fucking stressful
I've dealt with so much man, it's driving me mental
Lost so much hope, is this shit accidental
I hope when he takes me, he'll lay me down gentle
All of my memories now feel sentimental
But all that I feel now is just temperimental

It's got so bad, that I now started ticking
I started music, my friends have been listening
Need a reset button, but it's too tricky
Would I relive and feel my demons kicking?

I check the gram and I never stop scrolling
But I don't go outside, because I'm agoraphobic

[Bridge - KØJIN]
People don't know the pain

[Outro - CORPSE & KØJIN]
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
What's the point? I'm not okay
What's the point? I'm not okay
This shit is fuckin' difficult