I chose the long hard path
I抦 wandering
In self-denial for so long I bled
To find the truth in all I say and do
My darkest hour
I抦 upon the suicide wall

Still I condemn myself
Look for the answer now
All I抳e denied myself
Kill me
In the end you know I抣l live again

Remember all those things that passed me by
In looking back thru hate I lost my way
I抳e fallen low before but now I抦 there
Just give me strength to overcome my fear