[Part 1]

[Verse: Alaska Sargent]
I wish it didn't hurt you
When I said I loved you
I'm so sorry that I can't live on my own
You were my home
You were my home
I fall into the wind
Broken promises again
How do I amend
The truth that I let sink in?
Oh

[Part 2]

[Intro: Phixel]
It's kind of funny how-
It's kind of funny how-
It's kind of funny how-
It's kind of funny how-
It's kind of funny how-
It's kind of funny how-
It's kind of funny how-
It's kind of funny how slowly, yet so fast
The filament dries
And yet, it served its purpose there
Right there where it's applied (And I just can't)
[Chorus: Phixel]
I just can't do this anymore
It hurt to hear you slam the door
And yet I never wanna see your face
I feel so small, yet so set in my place
Please stop, you're tearing me apart (And I just can't)
You've done it from the fucking start
You don't know when to fucking stop

[Verse 1: taiyoukei]
Is this how I die now?
I didn't think it would go quite like this
Everything is quiet now
It feels almost like I didn't exist at all
Will things be better after I'm gone?
I guess you can't know, I'm sorry for asking
Is there still time to right my wrongs?
I guess you can't know that
This is how I die now
I thought it'd hurt way more than this
But everything feels fine now
Those words have never left my lips before
You say it gets better, but I don't deserve that
I don't deserve that so please let me go
Who are you trying to save?
I promise that she's not here
[Chorus: Phixel]
I just can't do this anymore
It hurt to hear you slam the door
And yet I never wanna see your face
I feel so small, yet so set in my place
Please stop, you're tearing me apart
You've done it from the fucking start
You don't know when to fucking stop

[Verse 2: taiyoukei]
I am not strong for surviving, I was under duress
I swore I made some progress, turns out I regressed
You gave me attention for hurting myself, I felt blessed
Did you like what I made you? Thank god I'm depressed
I hope you had fun, don't have too much without me
Watching me fall, I hope that you're laughing
Maybe it's my fault that I'm not fucking happy
Someday I hope you fucking forget me

[Outro: taiyoukei]
笑顔ひとしずく
幸せが沁みわたって
頬濡らした夜も
すべて受け止め　信じ
変わるよ世界が
こんなにも愛しさで満ちてる
明日もまぶしいくらいに