I let my courage down
And I stayed up all night
I sat upon the springs, and I chased away the dreams
That I was wrong and they were right
I dream in color
I live in black and white
Still I have those days when I'm stumbling through the grays
When I drink for boredom and for spite

And I was looking for clues inside my déjà vus
But I found I'm lost again
I found I've lost again

No I never thought I'd go this crazy
No I never thought I'd go this crazy
No I never thought, that I'd go this crazy

So will I suffer
Or will I be alright
I look up into the stars
And then look down to count my scars
And I know mercy

I was looking for clues inside my deja vus
But I found I'm lost again
Was looking for ways around the cliches
But now I'm caught again
Looks like I'm caught again
And I never thought I'd go this crazy
No I never thought I'd go this crazy
No I never thought, that I'd go this crazy

I let my courage down
I stayed up all night
I sat upon the springs, and I chased away the dreams
That I was wrong and yeah, you were right

I was looking for ways around the cliches
But I found I'm caught again
I was looking for clues inside my deja vus
And now I'm lost again
I found I've lost you again

No I never thought I'd go this crazy
No I never thought I'd go this crazy
No I never thought, that I'd go this crazy

No I never thought I'd go this crazy
No I never thought I'd go this crazy
No I never thought, that I'd go this crazy

Oh, it goes on and on
When I have the wills
You only have the won't's
When I have the do's
You always seem to have the don't's
But that's O.K. I'm only burned on the inside